It isn’t likely that all of the things you’re working toward and hoping for will happen. This is mostly because you’re spreading yourself too thin and aren’t giving enough attention to any one thing and as a result everything suffers. It’s good to dream big and it’s very possible to ‘have it all,’ but you might need to reign in the scope of what ‘having it all’ means. Decide what’s most important for you right now and focus on those things. This doesn’t mean that everything else is done forever, it just means that you might need a bigger back-burner. Don’t e afraid to put things on hold. Get over your fear of missing out.